Tuesday, November 21, 2006

`WHEN THINGS DONT GO YOUR WAY..
feeling kind of down today. i dunno why. many things seem to be bothering me.. heart feels heavy and all..
though its not like im having lots of activities at tis moment but its like i feel tat i dun haf time to just sit and think..
everyday i leave sch ard dinner time and most of the times, i'll go straight for dinner and by the time i reach home, its 8 plus.. i bathed and stuff 9 plus.. watched tv 10 plus 11.. slping at 12 plus 1 almost everyday.. no matter how much slp i get, i dun seem to haf enough rest i dunno why. i feel tired mentally and physically..
everyday i dun even look thru' any of my stuff, only revising them when test is nearing and realise i dunno anything and den start to panic..
i wanna sit down and plan properly how i should spend time wisely but im too tired to do so..
i dun seem to haf enough time.. i wanna spend time wif my friends and families without neglecting anyone but i fail to do so..
24 hrs a day aint enough at all.. if only i haf longer hours a day, i will be able to spend lots of time wif my friends in sch and still making time for my family..
everyone tinks im neglecting them.. sigh..
tis fri going for camp which means i cant meet up wif my pri sch frens.. den next week i once again cant meet up wif them becoz it's my granny's birthday.. and sadly, i heard of the news tat my sec sch teacher is leaving Singapore for further studies.. she's someone i really respect most.. my ex-class organising a farewell party for her which im not sure if i can go as i got something on tat day, something tat i dun wanna missed as well.. i feel so confused man..

so many people to meet up wif..
so many people i long to see..
so many people i wanna go out wif..
so many so many but
so little time..