Sunday, February 18, 2007

`"I'LL MISS YOU, GRANDMA!" ):
haiz..this is probably my saddest day so far. i lost my grandma. *sobs
was on my way out with my family for reunion dinner when we received a call from my uncle, saying that my grandma was critical, already struggling for her last breath.
we rushed down immediately without dinner. but we were too late. haiz.
grandma stopped breathing just 10 mins before we reached.
when we reached, we ran in to see her. she wasn't breathing anymore, she was pale. haiz.
i called her many times but she didn't respond le. =(
after that, all my relatives arrived. we were all late except for my uncle who lives with her.
haiz. i feel damn sad now. but at least i know that grandma managed to have her last reunion dinner even though she didn't eat she acknowledged it.
won't be celebrating Chinese New Year this year le.
got to sleep soon, got to wake up early tml for the wake. haiz.
just hope i can get enough rest now.