Sunday, March 25, 2007

"grandma, how are you? i miss you! " *sobs
was reading thru' jean's blog and as i read her feb entries,
thoughts of grandma just came flooding back.
flashbacks from the old times at holland road when we played at her house,
how grandma would look after the whole family..
to the times we celebrated her birthdays, chinese new year as well as other ocassions..
to the times she became old and sick, when she started going in and out of the hospital..
to the time when she got critical..
and finally to the time when she lost her last breath.
i can stil remember clearly..
her face when she passed away, her face when she was laid in the coffin.
the times spent mourning over her at the wake and the tears shed at the funeral.
i miss grandma's cooking. her traditional dish, her super peppery mushroom soup.
just miss everything about her.
but i know i got to face this fact that she has gone and that i can only put her in my heart now.
i'll be okie! (: