Friday, April 13, 2007

as i continued looking thru' my friend's livejournal, i realised how busy his life is now. busy studying, working as well as with his CCA commitments.
it made me think thru', how busy i've been.
for the past two months this holiday, i've been so busy with FO stuff that i didnt had the time to meet up with any of my friends.
i hadnt been catching up with my pri sch friends, my GB gals, my cousin and many more.
i couldnt even make it for my sec sch class chalet on wed because of games trial.
i realised how busy i was to even communicate with mum.
i hadnt been spending time at home with her.
i could see how upset she was yesterday, when she didnt want to talk much to me.
mum's going korea this sat for tour with my aunts.
i hope when she returns, i'll be able to make time for her since my dad is working overseas. that's the best i can do for her, be back for dinner at least twice or thrice a week. and have breakfast with her on sat.
sometimes its really tough having to balance so many things.
family, friends, relationship, CCA activities and just having time for myself.
just like today, it's the only day im free so far to just slack and rest.

but despite all these, i've never regret.
because i rather keep myself occupied, filled with activities and make my life interesting now that im still young and energetic.
it would be a waste if i just live my life slacking at home. that'll be so meaningless.
and it would be too late if i learn to keep myself active only when i grow older.
this is the best time of my life to enjoy myself.
but i hope that while im enjoying, i wont forget to make time for my family and friends.

for now..
i just hope that once im done with the FO stuff and when sch reopens, i'll be able to make time for everyone.
meet up with jean for our shopping trip cum catching up time!
meet up with my pri sch friends for a meal, shopping trip or go sentosa!
meet up with my GB friends for a meal or come over to my place to slack and chat!
meet up with my sec sch friends for outings!
meet up with my papa wayne and wei xin ah ma for our chats!
continue to meet up with my little world of ten for our outings!
meet up with the freshies/kias for their outings!
and in the midst of all these,
to spend time with my family and poo and...
to STUDY HARD for the new academic year.