sigh. today is such a sad sad day.
have you ever felt disappointed after being rejected from what you wanted so much to go for and so looking forward to?
well.. i did, today. and i must say it really hurts so much lah.
sobs.
i got rejected for the Chiba Student Exchange Trip. =(
i was prepared to learn japanese properly so that i can communicate with the people there.
i was prepared to go and eat lots of japanese food even though i dislike sushi and some japanese food so that i wont starve there.
i even pictured myself staying with the host and experiencing the life there.
i was prepared to bring a learning experience back.
but sadly, i'll not be able to do that le.
i failed.
sigh because i screwed up during the interview.
and what made me feel even worse is poo is going without me. haiz.
im so disappointed with myself.
Labels: disappointment, sadness