Friday, April 25, 2008

kelly is an unhappy girl today. =(

to be honest, i dont really show out how i feel deep down often.
im more of those who keep to myself.
so i dont know how to go about saying how i feel now but i know im SAD today.
today sucks!!

to start off with, i think today is a bad day partly because im having my period and im feeling grmupy. even though my lesson in the morning was cancelled today and i got to sleep til 10.30, it didnt help in making the rest of my day feel any better.

i woke up when it was the nicest to sleep coz it was raining but that's not the whole point.
my mac delivery lunch came late and by the time i ate finish it was 12 and my lesson was 12.30.
i packed my stuff and rushed out of the house coz my mum was waiting downstairs for lunch with my bro and at the same time, to send me to mrt station so i can take train to school.
i rushed out of my house dumping my labcoat, watch and stuff all into my bag, without combing my hair or wear my shoes properly.
my dear brother had to help me carry my bag, file and water bottle while going down coz i had to comb my hair. that was how rushing i was!

lesson for an hour before going for practical.
advanced organic chemistry.
the beginning was okay but the experiment took up a whole lot of time that it exceeded the end time.
poo was waiting for me to end but he had to rush home to pick his dad from airport.
he called me at 5.30 and i told him to find me at the lab.
he didnt and waited for me at mac instead but i was busy rushing so i can hurry go meet him and so i didnt look at my phone.
he smsed me and told me he will wait until 6 and if im not there he will go le.
i didnt see this until he called and so i rushed down to mac after i ended at 5.52.
i didnt even had the time to untie my hair, keep my lab manual, keep my labcoat and pencil case.
i ran down the steps i nearly fall.
i rushed like a mad dog and was a little pissed off coz he kept rushing me and when i was holding so many stuff he didnt helped me.
he on the other hand was angry that i didnt bother to tell him i got held up with prac and his mum kept chasing him.
all these miscommunications caused us to be unhappy with each other and argued all the way to mrt station.
i went to lakeside alone to meet mum while he rushed home.
we smsed and apologised to each other.

today is just such a bad day it makes me feel sad.
other thoughts started filling my mind earlier on and it just made me feel worse.
well..
i just hope tomorrow will be a better day.

nites all!