Tuesday, June 03, 2008

day 5.

couldnt really sleep last night again.
sigh. my dark rings are getting worse!

anyway, met up with some DDs today to confirm our plan for saturday.
after that, cindy went off for her FYP while I slacked in club with linus and emmanuel while waiting for meiyu.
went off to eat with linus and meiyu when she came.
helped linus change his blog and the 3 of us went off to RUN!
it was great.
it's been long since i really exercise.
we ran continuously for 6 rounds around the stadium without stopping.
and we sprint short distance. hee.

i felt good after running man.
like perspiring it all out.
should do this more often and keep fit.

but well..
a part of me feel sad, guilty, bad today.
i feel that i lost hope man.
saying how much i wanted to master frisbee.
i think i must have made huat jin lose hope in me.
first, i cant commit coz of FYP and that training always end late.
second, coz everyone already knows one another, i feel extra.
third, coz everyone knows how to throw and are like quite pro already while im still a noob.
whatever it is, im sorry.

but all i want is just to master the skill.
the forehand and backhand.
i dont know...

anyway, it's class BBQ tomorrow.
i dont know if i should go early.
coz im lacking of sleep and i feel guilty not doing any reports, studies.
nothing productive just yet.
today seem like a bad day.

3 more days to go before you come back poo.
today is a bad day i really wish you were here to make me feel better.
but i'll be strong!
just be safe and come back soon.
loves! (: