a day with different emotions.
spent my day studying in school with poo, cindy and edmund.
linus came to find us when we finished studying.
the girls left school while the guys went to play a little game of frisbee and slacked at sailing club.
went holland v to meet my mum and we had our dinner there.
came home after that, showered and turned on the computer where i got really pissed with someone, dont wish to mention name though.
all i want to say is, if you want to do it then do it yourself.
why must others do it on your behalf and be the bad guy instead.
think about it.
why am i full of different emotions in just a day?
first, studying today made me stressed.
second, having to come home and entertain an inconsiderate person made me pissed.
third, seeing a person's blog that made me sad, terribly sad.
well.. i was led to this person's blog by jennifer's blog post.
it is about this lady coping with the loss of her fiance.
i glanced through the blog posts, the old posts and all.
even though i have not finished reading it, i felt the grief, the pain, the sorrow and all.
tears overwhelmed as i watched a video of them, something that she made for his 1st year anniversary.
i am now convinced i can never be a qualified counsellor.
i tend to take things into my heart, a counsellor is supposed to be strong in terms of emotions but i guess im not.
im loss of words.
anyone who reads her blog will feel her pain i guess.
as long as you're a person of emotions.
haiz. they were a loving husband-and-wife-to-be.
they were adventurous and loved the outdoors.
they did so many things together, sky-dive, travel, horseback riding so many.
they were a happy couple.
they were planning for their future.
but he died in a diving accident.
2 years on, she is still coping with this loss.
sigh. life is so unpredictable.
one can just depart just like that.
i was thinking to myself and asked myself if i were in her shoes, how am i to cope.
i admired her courage to be strong.
treasure the people around you for you never know when you'll lose them.
Love You So - Natalie
3rd April 1989
eighteen
ex-Shuqun nite
ex-Hong kah lite
currently in Singapore Poly
Loving the sky, the sea and the sun.
Outdoors and camps that are fun!
Piano and music are as fun.
Wishing
for a life free from troubles (:
for fun & adventures!
for peace in the world!
SEIZE THE DAY
Do not grieve over the past,
For it is gone..
Do not worry about the future,
For it has yet to come..
As long as it is called today,
Live this day as it was your last
And you wil find each day
Worth living for! (: