Wednesday, July 16, 2008

i finally have the strength to blog.
been feeling really weak and sick the past few days.
despite seeing the doctor, i didnt get well at all.
gastric flu on friday turned somewhat like a diarrhoea over the weekends.

forced myself to school on monday becoz there's practical and language test.
it was torturing.
i was late for practical coz i needed to use the toilet at station and every little step makes my heart pounds coz i dont know when i need the toilet again.
came home straight after school on monday and was really in a bad shape.
seen the doctor another time and given 2 days mc.
whole of tuesday was spent sleeping and trying to eat.
kor was home to look out for me.
poo came to find me after his lesson.
had dinner with my family and poo but i didnt have any appetite at all.
felt like vomiting after that. =(
i dont know what's wrong man.
the medicine didnt seem to work.
rested and watched tv with poo after that.
slept for the night after he went home.

woke up this morning feeling slightly better.
no more runs but stomach still feels unwell.
didnt go school again.
went to my aunt's place as there's no one at home and i have no lunch.
she cooked porridge for my lunch and took care of me.
she gave me the po chai pills which i think kind of helped a little?
though the stomach feels weird still, i managed to eat a little more during dinner.
just pray that i'll recovered very soon.
i dont want to miss school and miss out with meetups with my friends.

i hope that there's nothing wrong with my stomach.
i dont want to go for any scope coz it's gonna hurt.

God, please let Your healing hands cover over me.