Friday, August 29, 2008

examination aftermath.

after 2 weeks of mental, physical and psychological torture, it is finally over.
being an easily stressed person, i have always had tough times during exam coz that's when stress level is at its optimum.
well.. this semester however, felt worse, worse than before i would say.
coz this time it was so bad i had difficulty in breathing.
not that its totally caused by stress but at least it aggrevated it.

since my bad cough 2 months ago, i have been having difficulty to breathe properly.
having to take big breaths occasionally which affected me quite abit.
coz my throat was sort of inflammed and i didnt heal it properly leading to my windpipe to be a little narrow, hence causing the difficulty to breathe.
it became really xinku during the examination period.
in addition to it, stress came and made me feel worse.
so much so that there were times i feared i might stopped breathing.
that was how bad i was feeling.
it's torturing coz i couldnt take the time to see a doctor having the need to study for the papers that are packed so closely together.

duing this period of time, i felt like a burden to many of whom cared for me.
and i would like to thank all who showed concern and particularly the following people.

1) my dearest mummy
who came back to accompany that particular day when i felt really xinku.
who didnt add on to my stress but gave me full moral support.

2) my daddy
who called me everyday and sometimes twice a day just to make sure i was feeling okay.
who kept reminding me dont give myself stress.

3) my superhero brother
who bought dinner back for me whenever i need.
who went for his soccer game late just so he could keep me accompany when i feared staying at home alone in case i felt difficult again.
who listened to me as i poured out my stress and there for me when i broke down.

4) my poo poo
who never left me alone, never give up on me and always with me.
who came to accompany me when i felt alone and when i really needed someone.
who constantly reminded me to relax and dont stress.
who is patient with me throughout this whole period.
who made me feel loved on top of all the stress i had. <3

5) poo's mummy
who gave me medicine to ease my breathing during the period as i couldnt find time to see the doctor.
who assured me that the medicine she gave me would help and that i will be fine.
who always prayed for me and told poo to be nice to me.

6) my cousin may-chae
who never failed to keep me in her prayers.
who is always there to encourage me, telling me she knows i can do it.

7) cindy, the stupid girl B1
who gave me encouragements via sms when i was on the verge of breaking down.
who was there to just to hear me out.

8) meiyu laogong
for her sweet msgs and encouragements.
just in her own ways.

9) ros
who was there to whine with me about the amount of stuff we need to study and memorise.
who was there to hear me complain stress and wake me up when i start to waste time stressing.

10) qiu jiao
who studied with me and explained to me when i dont understand.
who constantly tell me not to stress.

11) heyma
who was there on that day when i felt really stretched to my maximum.
who was there to tell me i'll be fine and i'll get over that period soon.

and to all my other friends,
who were there to tell me not to stress and giving me their support.
thanks all! (: