Thursday, March 05, 2009

it's raining heavily out there now.
was blog-hopping around and i chanced upon charlene's blog once again.
the girlfriend of that airforce guy who passed away 9 months ago.
time passes so fast, but as i read her posts, i can't help but feel the tears rolling down my cheeks.
yes, i do not know them at all.
but the words that she wrote, those words made her feeling of loss and grieve feel so raw.
having been thru the deaths of my beloved grandma and aunt, i felt that same grief.
but i know how much more painful it feels for her.
coz it's her guy, the one whom she could be spending her future with.
and looking at those pictures, i can feel that sweet love between them.
if he was still around, they would have celebrated their 5th year now.

as i read and as those droplets fell, i can't help but think of love and death.
why is it that we don't treasure the ones we have when we can?