i went to work with a positive mindset that things will get better when i meet my supervisor who might give me more work to do.
i did have work to do, but not really related to my course of studies at all.
was kind of sad.
plus, i didnt even really talked to my supervisor at all.
even when he gave me the work to do, it went thru another person to pass the message.
and i felt like there was no one there to help me coz he wasnt at the office most of the times.
what im required to do isnt related to what i learnt.
maybe only the word defect?
initially, i thought that QA means i'll be doing quality checks on materials/solutions, however, nothing of this sort seems to happen.
i was really super sad today.
my work is data entry, excel and stuff. all the clerical kind of work.
and my excel sucks, how am i to carry on man.
sobs. i was so sad i couldnt control myself while talking to my mum after work.
i need to speak to the lady in charge to see if i can have some hands-on, something more of lab work something related to what i learnt.
i will be meeting her tomorrow morning.
people please pray for me, that i will be able to have a change of department.
i have realised how sad office work can be.
for the first time, i feel like i have no friends.
for the first time, i feel like i have lost my voice.
for the first time, i feel so lost.
for the first time.
now i know that office work is not for me.
may tomorrow be a better day for me.
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