back to work again today.
feels super bored to return after few days of rest and fun.
went to see doctor last night as my stomach was still feeling unwell after two weeks.
i had MC but still i dragged myself to work coz my LO came today.
wonder what will i be doing the rest of this week, now that my supervisor has resigned.

anyway, i love CLS!!
this picture of us like what jingen described really makes me want to cry coz' i really enjoyed their company during the camp.

"C..L..CLS.. CLS ah wo ai ni!"

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although im starting to get used to working, i still kind of dislike what im currently doing and i cant wait for attachment to be over!!

hmm.. results was okay and im quite contented with it especially for my OSRM which i seriously thought im going to do rather badly.
but hardwork does pay off, focused alot on it after i flunked my test and had to see teacher.
exam was okay and it managed to push me up to a B+.

work was well-occupied on wednesday with me having meeting til it went past my lunchtime. but my supervisor and a colleague brought me out for lunch after that in company's car. so it was worth it! haha.
thursday was alright but friday was rather sad coz i was supposed to go for meeting with my supervisor outside company but he went out without me after that and i was left not doing much things. after work on friday, met up with a few ding dangs to discuss how we can help the new GLs with trainings and stuff since it's nearing the FO camp le.
hopefully, things will go well after we share all that we can help to them.
slacked at Vivo and had a great time just hanging around once again.
a pity that char and meiyu are away in thailand while law, huat and ed had something on.
but still at least there was half of us. my daddy came back on friday night!

so yesterday, we had breakfast together as a family and went thomson plaza to walk around.
after that, we fetched my brother's girlfriend before picking poo poo from his place.
they came our place for a short while as my family changed and we left to watch our myjia match together.
left sometime after first half to head down to chinatown for my grandpa's birthday celebration.
had a nice dinner there which i found really filling.
we bought a cake for him and he was really happy.
my daddy came back from overseas specially to surprise my grandparents and they were really happy! everyone enjoyed themselves i guess.
after dinner, we sent poo home before coming back.
slept well last night as i was really tired.

as for today, went for breakfast and went to the doctor's to have my hepatitis B jab as it has no more effect on me le got to take it again.
there's 3 jabs altogether but i had 1 today, 1 more a month later and the last 6 months later.
it was painful man. im scared of jabs!!
up til now, it's still numb man.
well well.. after that went to see car with my family and aunt.
my parents decide to get another car since the other one has been paid off le.
so we walked around and eventually decided on Honda Civic. quite comfortable.
im so gonna learn driving soon man. it's about time!
haha. resting at home now before dinner later.

time passes so fast on a weekend.
it's the same thing again tml. WORK!
man.. 6 more weeks to go!

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one week has passed and 8 more weeks of ITP to go!

well, my talk with the supervisor didn't allow me to change department but at least, i made myself known and she was glad that i was concerned.
she understood what i was worried about, about not being able to have stuff written on my log book since im only doing excel spreadsheet.
the next days after that, things got a little better.
the lady supervisor talked to the guy supervising me and he started to teach me a little and i tried a little hands-on.
i learnt to take pictures using the microscopic view and i got to know more about the PCB units my company is dealing with.

today is monday blues again. and my supervisor is on MC again.
was a little lost once again since i dont know what i should do.
ended up doing my excel spreadsheet again.
i hope i will learn more as the days goes.

MY VALENTINE

well well.. anyway, valentine's day was last thursday!
poo and i decided not to celebrate on that day since we end work around dinner time and there's work next day.
so we went for dinner at Fish and Co. Jurong Point after work and then went home.
celebrated on saturday instead!
i stayed up late on friday night to finish up my present for poo.
my silly boy is so funny, he asked my mum for help to delay me at home as he wanted to surprise me in the morning.
then my funny dog kind of spoiled his plan coz he barked when he was approaching the door but still i was surprised to see him there early in the morning.
we went for breakfast together with my mum after that before going to catch Juno, quite a hilarious show.
after that, i walked around city hall while poo went for his singing practice.
after he came back, we ate dinner and walked a little around esplanade before going home.

from you to me.

and from me to you.

thanks for the surprise and all, poo poo.
you made me a happy girl that day! (:

hope you like what i gave you! *hugs*

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ITP blues.

i went to work with a positive mindset that things will get better when i meet my supervisor who might give me more work to do.
i did have work to do, but not really related to my course of studies at all.
was kind of sad.
plus, i didnt even really talked to my supervisor at all.
even when he gave me the work to do, it went thru another person to pass the message.
and i felt like there was no one there to help me coz he wasnt at the office most of the times.

what im required to do isnt related to what i learnt.
maybe only the word defect?
initially, i thought that QA means i'll be doing quality checks on materials/solutions, however, nothing of this sort seems to happen.
i was really super sad today.
my work is data entry, excel and stuff. all the clerical kind of work.
and my excel sucks, how am i to carry on man.
sobs. i was so sad i couldnt control myself while talking to my mum after work.
i need to speak to the lady in charge to see if i can have some hands-on, something more of lab work something related to what i learnt.
i will be meeting her tomorrow morning.
people please pray for me, that i will be able to have a change of department.

i have realised how sad office work can be.
for the first time, i feel like i have no friends.
for the first time, i feel like i have lost my voice.
for the first time, i feel so lost.
for the first time.
now i know that office work is not for me.

may tomorrow be a better day for me.

Labels: ITP